When I finally arrived on La Push, Jacob was outside talking to Peter nearby some piles of fallen down trees.
"Hey Lucille, you've finally gotten hear Nessie won't let us in the house she's upset about something. Could you find out what it is?" said Jacob, very fast without even stopping for a breathe.
"What a min and slow down. Whatever is wrong with Nessie i'll find out and then get her to tell you personately," i said as i turn in the direction of the house and started to walk.
I shook my head what was up with Nessie, she had never ever refuse anyone entry to Jacob and her house why now? something was wrong and i was going to find out even if it meant i was going to get into another shouting match with my sister.
As i entered the house by a window that was opened i noticed the sound of someone crying, my guess it was Nessie but then again i have never actually seen my own sister cry. Yet as i followed the sound of whoever was crying through the house to the living room there sat Nessie on a pink sofa crying and looking at something in her hands.
What was Nessie crying about? I thought. Did she find something very upsetting about someone?
"Hey Nessie,...big sis...what wrong?" i asked as i sat down next to her on the pink sofa. I then saw what was in her hands i blinked not truely believing that my own sister was pregnant.
"Oh, Little sis...i'm 4 months pregnant and i didn't know until i went to see Carlisle and Esme. How am i going to tell Jacob?" muttered Nessie, between her crying.
I was shocked still sitting in one place i didn't know what advice to tell Nessie at the moment because i had mixed feelings myself. I was going to be an aunt and at the moment i needed to get Nessie to stop crying and get Nessie to tell Jacob he was soon to be a father as well as a husband.
"Renesmee Carlie Cullen, stop crying and i suggest you tell Jacob. Please do this Nessie or i'll tell our parents!" i said in a very small voice which i didn't recongnise as my voice.
"Alright...Little Sis...could you let Jacob into the house please?" asked Nessie, very clearly now that she wasn't crying anymore. I sighed knowing that my sister had finally gotten back her senses and i went outside to tell Jacob that Nessie wanted to talk to him.
I stop and looked Peter in the eyes for a while before i turned and headed to my car to go home.
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The next day i was feeling very sleepy and annoyed with my older twin brother Tanner. Tanner always had a knack to annoying me today i dont know what was going on but there was so many things going on with me at the moment i felt i would just break out and be someone i'm not.
Oh and the fact is Janie will soon be my sister-in-law i'm still wondering why she hates me so much all i know is that it would take a few years until we got along finally. But that was all Alice was ever going to tell me whether i liked it or not it was my choices which made my future even if it was in the sunrise every day.
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Chapter 11: -
They're two things i hated being beaten at one of them is in a fight and the second one is when i get into an agruement with someone about some important or non-important reason. Luckily both of these reasons had nothing to do with why i was in such a foul mood because the reason of the Volturri and Nessie was driving me up the wall about a wedding dress design she wanted finished before she turned into a balloon.
My mother always believed that Nessie and myself are much alike but i guess we didn't have enough time to find out. Things anyway were making feel very upset also something was up and i was missing Blade very much. Blade wasn't around to cheer me up because my emotions always got the better of me. I guess family is like that but with Blade i love him so much, but Peter was confusing me everytime i see him it's unexplainable at the moment. I wish my life wasn't so full of puzzles and things i have to get them sorted out.
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"Nothing really Auntie K, except maybe about some dreams i've been having lately," i said in a small voice, which was almost impossible for human ears to hear.
"What are the dreams about? Cilly my niece" asked another question from my aunt Kirsten-Vinessa, looking worry with concerned. I sighed there was no holding back now so i told Kirsten-Vinessa about the dreams i had of a mysterious man and how he wasn't Blade. The man wanted me to marry him because he loved me but he also was expected by another to always marry me. The dream also told me that Blade would be pulled away from me somehow or by something and that he didn't deserve me which wasn't true because we love each other so much. So i told my aunt the rest of my dream, Kirsten-Vinessa sat back asked me a few more question about my dream untill it was time to go home.
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"Your father and i are worried about you," was the first thing i heard from my mother as soon as i closed the front door of the cottage where we lived. Great i know my parents worried for my siblings and me but it was sometimes a bit too much.
"Why are you two worried?" i asked them informally with a sigh i had a feeling Kirsten-Vinessa had told them about my dream. I thought silently that i'll confront her when this talk was done with my parents.
To be continued...........
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